Lunes, Enero 27, 2014

"Sentimyento"

       Haaaaaah. Isang repleksyon ng aking malalim na bungtong hininga. Hindi ko na po alintana ang pagod at puyat na binigay ng thesis research na ito. Kailangan daw kasi para maka-graduate. Hanep. Sige. Pagbigyan kung ito ang kinakailangan. Sa totoo lang Lord, nakapanlalata ang buhay estudyante. Nakakapanibago. Wala na akong kain, wala na ding tulog. Halos hinugot na ang buong talino at lakas sa pagsasaliksik na ito. Pero ok lang. Ok lang ang lahat ng ito. Kung ito ang kailangan para matapos ko nang maluwalhati ang pag-aaral na ito, tatapusin ko ito ng maganda. Kung ito ang kinakailangan para hindi ako lumugmok sa kalagayang pinansyal namin ngayon, titiisin ko na lang. Kung ito ang kinakailangan para maging pagpapala ako sa mga taong nagpapala sa akin at sa mga aabutin ko pa sa hinaharap, sige, itutuloy ko ito ng may kahusayan. Sa kabila ng mga atakeng ipinupukol sa akin ng kaaway, magpapakatatag ako dahil ikaw O Diyos ang aking muog.

O Diyos, alam kong ang iyong biyaya'y sapat sa akin.
At ito'y magiging epektibo sa oras na higit kong kailangan.
Sa iyo O Diyos ko iniaatang ang nakapanlalatang gawaing ito.
Matatapos ko din ang lahat ng ito gamit ang iyong lakas.

At kung inihihingi ng sirkumstansyang aking ginagalawan ang aking buong sarili,
ay lalo kong hihingin at nanaisin ang presensiya mo O Diyos.

Dahil sa iyo, makakakuha ako ng lakas at katatagan na magpatuloy.
Matatapos din namin ito.

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Tiwala lang. Ang lahat ng bagay ay ginagawa ng Diyos para sa aking ikabubuti.

Huwebes, Enero 16, 2014

"Personal Pact."

        I saw this term at the opinion section from the newspaper Philippine Daily Inquirer last Thursday a week ago made by well-known professor and writer of the column, Mr. Randy David. He translated it from a familiar Filipino term "panata" which implies, “devotees who redeems a personal pact they make with God”. I just went on to read of his article to have a glimpse of idea of what he can say, being aware of the feast and its procession that is simultaneously happening at that moment. He cited that such event speaks of the people of expressing their intense faith and just be wondered at the collective energy created from the participants. He was wondering if that energy contained from there (when converted can turn into a collective power) could be harnessed into a positive force in building a prosperous nation and decent society. And my interpretation after reading it was, from an energy emanating from the innate being of every individual, as it is being contributed to a certain goal, can possibly produce a power that can be used, that will give people a source of strength and  consistency to make it manifest in our country. Which gives the author a hope that such power can be utilized in uplifting ourselves. That was a good view.

       After reading it, I felt such leading to expand it in a more relatable yet different perspective in the light of our present situation which I can hook up at this unique culture of spiritual fervor and the faith that I’m believing in.

        Here it goes.

      Yes. There is a possibility that the collective energy being gathered at that event can thrust the people to make it feasible. But we cannot rely on the energy being created on that event to make our nation prosperous and make our society decent and see our country changed. Why? It’s because the whole event is a reflection of pure human effort. And pure human effort falters. Humans are limited and it has a tendency to be unsteady in their purpose and action in the long run due to its nature of depravity that limits and pulls them back, after a certain thing that was reached, from where they left to (stressing it more at the socio-political aspect). If there’s no such thing inside of the people’s hearts that will push them to be consistent on their purpose and to live for what is necessary and just, complacency enters. And is wasted because it was taken for granted due to an unsparked and faltered endeavor.

       But there’s a solution for that. And good thing, as I’m living in its simplicity I found its beauty.

     I’m a Christian. A Born-Again Christian who believes at the finished work of, and has an intimate relationship with, Jesus Christ and lets Him reign in my life and makes me change for the better. I let Him replace my weaknesses with His strength. I give to Him my sins and failures and gives me His righteousness as an exchange. My inconsistencies to His steadiness. Being aware of what “grace” does and who “Grace” is that sanctifies and strengthens me, I can do things which are perfectly right and exceed more beyond the scope of my limits. The mere fact that I cannot always be steadfast in the things that I do due to my imperfections and limitations makes me more convinced to come to Him that I may receive His fullness.

       And now Christ’s power enters. He bestows that power (which is not magical nor mystical, but spiritual that invades the natural) to those who believe in Him. That power changes and transforms the decadent attributes of our being and any form that is connected to evil to become righteous.  And that is the very same power that raised Christ from the dead. It is powerful indeed that it can break every chains, cast down any stronghold, and remove any dominion that is against the will of God. Knowing that I’m not perfect, acknowledging my weaknesses, I boast at it all the more and Christ’s power becomes activated in me. That power never fades in its capability, never wanes in its capacity, and never hesitates to create possibilities. That power is independent, purely divine that never diminishes because it is being given by the Creator of the universe that’s all-powerful. And that power is living inside of me.

      The reason why I shared it is this.

    That power is perfect to create a positive force, suitable for us who are hoping that this country will rise again. We can never hope at the promises of those who govern us. We can never hope at the possibility that the expectation of change that we wanted will be retained because no transformation has occurred from the inner selves of those who pioneered such change back then, and the disappointment that a shrunken expectation brings has proved it futile because the consistency of its purpose had faltered. It’s all because of pure human effort. For example, we have achieved freedom from dictatorship but still remain as a slave of injustice, poverty, and selfishness. We have limited power to achieve it, and just in case we have achieved it, we are deficient to fuel up consistency to preserve it.

      So where else can we find hope?

      We can find it in Christ and his power empowering ourselves. And having the revelation that receiving Him means we receive His power as well, it will first change our lives and it will shift our perspective from settling for less and live in compromise to do what is necessary, right and just. And eventually, it will be an outflow of our hearts to be decent and we will become prosperous in everything we do. It will also give us the strength that will make us consistent to maintain it consequentially. Good ideas are really good especially when transpired. But the consistency of sustaining it is what really matters. We cannot be consistent. That’s where His power through His grace will now take its effect.

      Panata is not observed in the faith I belong in. And the divine old book has stated that Christ has done it all. Therefore, I don’t have to do so much work and effort in order to please God. I don’t need to perform something to call God’s attention and ask for a miracle.  I am accepted by God and I can come boldly to Him because of Christ which He sees inside of me.

       Then, corollarily speaking, I came to a point to see Panata on a different angle.

        Let it be clear, there’s no such thing in the Bible that it must be observed.

       But we can rectify its purpose behind it and apply under the context of the Word of God. We can make a personal pact with God. But at this point, it will not be on our own effort. And that Panata will not be done out of our strength. It is through the power of Christ that will give us the energy for empowerment to carry out the good and great things we aspire under His will and do it consistently and continually. Rather than exercising annually a no-pain-no-gain belief and have the goal to touch a wood carved image that carries a cross (which the devotees relate themselves their personal plights to) which God has never ever intended for us to do.

      If that’s opposing evil and injustice, stand on what’s right. If that’s serving people, serve them well. If that’s appreciating the people around you, honor them. If that’s honesty, do it with truth. If that’s helping other people reach their dream, be a vessel. Devoting ourselves to any good thing that will benefit in a personal aspect, us and others, and in the political aspect, our country. Having the understanding that Christ empowers us, we can do it consistently. You do it unto the Lord, not as for men. And we will never falter. God is more likely to be pleased in that, because His Son helps us to transpire it.

     Taking it on a more personal note, I realized that I’m unconsciously doing it. Personal pact with God in my Christian walk can probably be deciphered as, “a response of faithfulness and consistency to the things He has entrusted me to do.” That may explain the reason why I do the things that I personally do. And take note, I do it not on my own effort. I’m limited.

       Oh, but Jesus. And His grace. It suffices it all. And the best thing in my part is that I do it out of my love for Him.

        The reason why i'm doing it back then was a mystery, but it is now revealed.

       And when this is practiced into the personal lives of every individual who knows that they have a part to play, it can bring change in our society.

      If every people will just grasp the gravity of what I’m telling here, no doubt, it can be possible.

     As the reason behind this Filipino culture has been corrected and modified by the things I’ve shared earlier, Panata can be expressed properly as it is been guided according by God’s word.

   As we see the importance of Christ’s relativity in our daily personal lives, it can bring a tremendous transformation.

      And to justify my title, if each of every one of us will make a personal pact with God, that we will pray and act for the betterment of our nation, it can bring social change.

      Therefore, what Mr. Randy David is expecting of energy that can be harnessed to be a positive force to build a prosperous nation and a decent society, when we used the right power to attain it, without a doubt, will be transpired someday. 


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Credits to the writer of the column, Mr. Randy David.
His in-depth analysis and reflections about the country makes me his avid reader.
To have insights on what his reflection was about the feast of the Black Nazarene,
please visit this site.
opinion.inquirer.net/69131/culture-faith-and-the-black-nazarene
entitled, "Culture, faith and the Black Nazarene."

To God be the glory. :)